Have You Ever ... ??

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to fee detached from everything in this world? ... detached from everything around you?

Have you ever felt that one down moment when you wish you lived life your way, and your way alone?

Have you ever felt that one happy moment when you were glad you lived a part of your life for someone else?

Have you ever wondered why you can't let some things go, while you can let some others go with such ease that you wonder how you came to be associated with it in the first place?

Have you had that one thing you wish you had said before ... one moment when you should have let your heart speak and not your head?

Have you ever dreamt of that one thing for all your life so far ... but dreams are only as far as you could go?

Have you ever wondered what makes great quotes great, memorable quotes memorable?

Have you ever wished you had been the one there with someone ... or for that matter, been the one there for someone?

Have you ever felt as if you are being torn apart by two seemingly strong forces which you have no way to counter?

Have you ever felt that so much of life has already been wasted on thinking ... thinking alone and not doing?
Well if you have, then you might just be one of those thousands of human beings who wake up everyday, stand in front of the mirror, and ask themselves something that goes 'Have you ever...'
So tell me ... Have you? .... ever ?

The Ones That I Could ...

Had veered off into a small memory trip today afternoon ... realized I had to get back to this small corner of my mind (like really really small) here on the web ... and also to inform that I am lucky that I have not yet been robbed of my music ties (thanks to like-minded friends here, including one of my roomies) ...
[And yes ... details of this huge gap in posting will be presented indeed ... cos I can't wait to place these pieces into the drawing board here]
The memory trip was from all those moments where I was in front of many people ... trying to do something, and gauging whether people felt that I was an absolute 'jackass' or an absolute 'stud' ... ultimately ending up collecting rare pieces of memories into my mind's locker. This was the list that followed --

• Shoghono Gohono Raatri
• Chingaari Koi Bhadke
• Kandhon se miltey hai Kandhe
• Words
• Ae duniya ke rakhwaale
• Right here waiting for you
• Saawan on raag Megh
• Ajeeb dastaan hai yeh
• Lakshya
• Kahin door jab din dhal jaaye
• More Than Words
• Boro aasha kore ...
• Tum -- (Urban Chaos -- self comp)
• Zindaa
• Bikhra hun mai
• Uyirin Uyire
• Teri deewani
• Chaand Sifaarish
• November Rain
• Certain Romance (Arctic Monkeys)
• Drops of Jupiter (Train)
• Kuch na kaho
• Phoolon ke rang se
• Aashayein
• Ab Na Jaa
• Varagai Nathikira (Sangamam)
• Hollow years
• Maaeri
• Summer of '69
• Roop tera mastaana
• Aap ki dua

Some of these were good times, some not so good times (and if I missed out any, will be only too happy to be pointed out)-- but all being something that I was a part of. For those who are reading this, and who know what the list is ... Thank You for all the good times.